| The Utter Disapointment. |
[15 Dec 2006|01:42am] |
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Ya know.. It's funny. You think everything's going alright then it all comes crashing down right in front of your face.
I thought i was doing alright there for awhile.
But of course life always has it's ways of showing you how completely wrong you are.
I fucked up major.
I wish i could rewind to 6 months ago.
I would like to think i was somewhat happy then.
I don't know anymore.
I got a wonderful boyfriend.. but he's in Jail.
I got bills piling up.
And i got his stress to take care of too.
I just feel so stuck.
I'm so fucking miserable.
I don't even know why i bother to look or read this thing anymore.
Whatever.
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| A Fair Warning. |
[21 Aug 2006|08:04pm] |
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To the dumb cunt who decided to post their psycho babble bullshit on my journal.
" I'm so tough i had to post Anonymous" to talk shit.
Get a fucking life.. i'm a bitch yes i know this.. does your pathetic little input have any sort of meaning behind it? NO.
I could give a fuck what you think of me.
You're nothing but a screename and words.
Oooh i'm so hurt by you calling me a bitch.
Omgz i think i should cry.
Drop dead.
Like i don't know who you are. Haha.
Probably the same person stalking my myspace, the same person attempting to talk shit about me but fails oh so miserably.
Grow up and get a life.. seriously.
"No one likes you" Oh yeah? Wow.. that's amazing. Like i care who likes me and who dislikes me on the internet.
Obviously you must like me if you take the time out of your day to post bullshit comments on my journal.
Hahahaha.
Talk about pathetic.
Try it again sow.
I'd love to hear the Insignifcant words that spew from your fat fucking mouth =)
It seriously amuses me i've got one person worked up enough to post a lame ass comment on my journal.
I'm glad my presence annoys you so.
Have a twinkie asshole.
xoxox
Frankie
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| Yup... You Know Who You Are. |
[05 Aug 2006|04:47pm] |
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I have NO fucking tolerance anymore for your stupid bullshit.
I hope you have a nice life getting fucked over.
You're nothing but a big fuckin' drama queen anyways.
I now realize i'm so much better off with the likes of you.
Yes, everythings my fault.
How about this : GO FUCK YOURSELF!
Have a nice fucking life you self centered cunt.
xoxox
FrankiexKillcore™
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| I'm So Fucking Happy... |
[17 May 2006|05:38pm] |
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So, about.. an hour ago.. Iffi and i got back together.
I'm so happy.. the most beautiful girl is mine once again.
It was crazy.. everytime i did ANYTHING she was always on my mind... and she said that it was the same for her too. I never stopped caring for the girl. I have so many feelings for her it isn't funny.. and in 2 weeks i'll see her!!! I'm so fucking excited.
I'm so happy.. i've got this huge grin on my face.. its crazy lol.
I haven't bee able to stop smiling since it happened.. god i want it to be my birthday already!! EEEEEEEEE
So yes.. i'm once again whole.
Everyday's going to be a bit brighter for me.. w00t.
[I'm such a sap haha]
EEEEEEEEE
That's all.
-FrankiexKillcore™
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| An update. |
[03 May 2006|01:57am] |
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Well, despite how things WERE going.. i've become to get a little bit happier.
Got an email yesterday on myspace about doing a photoshoot in chicago for an underground magazine. I said sure why not. I've got nothing to lose right!?
Plus i'll be getting paid about $200 for it. So why the fuck not!
Then at the end of this month Visually Odd wants me back in there for another photoshoot. Of course i said yes because i enjoy working with Chris.
Although the whole model life isn't for me.
I'm going to do it for right now because it's all i got for the time being.
So i guess this means people must think i'm pretty hot huh!?
Haha i'm being concieted again.
Despite in the last couple of months i've actually got my weight where i want it to be and i'm feeling quite awesomely good.. Be fucking jealous.lol
Yeah, so that's about it.
I just thought i'd explain what shall be happening in the next month.
Plus a big birthday parties arranged for the end of the month for me.. i'll keep everyone posted on that.
Lot's of love.
FrankiexKillcore™
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| Welly Welly Welly |
[10 Apr 2006|10:58am] |
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Well so.. the last month i've been in Jail.
And now i'm out.. so woot.
There's more details on my myspace blog.. so go read that :D
www.myspace.com/FrankiexKillcore
Much Love.
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| Yeeeeeeah. |
[12 Mar 2006|03:19pm] |
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10 Years |
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Blog updated on Myspace.
Go read it.
www.myspace.com/FrankiexKillcore
I don't really feel like writing it all out on here.. so do me and you a favor and go to Myspace.
♥
FrankiexKillcore
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| Sad News. =( |
[01 Mar 2006|06:14pm] |
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Cold Broke Up..
That makes me oh so sad.
Cold's one of the few bands that you can feel the pain in their songs.
Luckily Scooter and Sam are going to start a new band.
Atleast they aren't gone forever!
But it still makes sad.
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| Fuck Drama and Drama Filled Ho's. |
[18 Jan 2006|06:58pm] |
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So last night Amanda Dan and i all went to the bar.
We met up with Bob, Bill and Josh.
Everything was all good.. i knew bill already but i was just meeting Bob and Josh.
I hit it off good with both them.
Anyways, Bob bought me a couple drinks.. Josh bought me a couple drinks i was all good.
This lesbo bartender was hitting on me.
Anyways, Amanda and Dan left and Bill, Bob , Josh and i all went to sit at the bar.. Josh bought me a jack and coke and we all bullshitted.
Bar time came around.. the bartender gave me a couple kisses (ugh) and we headed to Bob's car. On our way out this Jessica chick comes running behind Bob and starts bitching up a storm to him.. something about him flirting with me all night and not paying attention to her.. buying me drinks and not her.. blah blah blah. Asking me to be on his pool team 4 times and not her.. typical high school shit.
Anyways, after about 15 mins Bob gets in and we head to Bill's house.
We drop bill off and Bob and i were talking and he was telling me how he thought i was cute and all that.
It was fun.
Then he got a call from the psycho.. and she was going on about how everyone thought that he was going to try to "hit it" as they say.. but he said he wouldn't ever do something like that because he knows what's up.
He dropped me off at amanda's and gave me a huge hug and said he'd see me on saturday.
That was that.
Fucking stupid bitches.. i should have just thrown down with her in the parking lot.
she brought all this un-needed drama.
She also told amanda and dan that she was JEALOUS of me.. i was like wtf!?
Fucking pathetic.
Nothings really new anyways. That's about it
xoxox.
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| Illinois! |
[30 Dec 2005|01:47pm] |
So right now i'm kickin it in illinois with Amanda.
And by golly .. it's been fucking fun as hell.
tonight we're all going to the bar to have some fun haha
Drunken times.
w00t
<3
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| Wow. |
[12 Dec 2005|11:17pm] |
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I'm In Love
Which is insane.. because i'm not one to fall into love so easy.. but i realized tonight.. i can't not love him. Although i am quick to get crushes... this is different.. i really do love him.
Save your lectures
I rather not hear them anyways.
He wrote the sweetest fucking thing i've ever read in my life tonight on his myspace.
"Everyone - this is Frankie. She has my heart, my mind and my soul. She holds my life in the palm of her hands. She is the only girl who I want to love, who I love loving me, and the only girl who makes me sing in the shower again *smirks* She fixed my world when my world was broken and I'm glad to have her in my life. Frankie... I love you baby. I miss you every minute I don't get to talk to you. I can't wait for you to be in my arms because I know I'll never let you go."
I got tears in my eyes. I'm not kidding kids.
I don't care what anyone has to say about him.. or me.. or how i'm foolish.
I don't care what people think anymore.
I'm going to canada.
I don't care if i have to walk.
Or sell everything i own.
It's where i belong. I'm postive.
He makes me feel so good.. makes me feel so safe.. yet he's a thousand miles away.
Every crush.. every relationship i've been in.. has nothing on this.
I think for once in my life.. i finally found the one person for me.
And i'm not about to pass it up.
I don't want drama.. nor the lectures. So if you're going to reply to this with something negative.. shove it up your ass.. i don't want to see it on my page.
End of story.
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| I'm still alive. |
[01 Dec 2005|07:10pm] |
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I'm still here.
Still kickin.
Anyways, i moved to Janesville with Nick, George and Chase.. things have been okay..
The usual bullshit that follows me around has been poking its fucking head out lately.
Someone around here decided it'd be cute to tell someone i really care about that i slept with him.
Sooooo.. shits on rocks.. i've never slept with the kid.. EVER nor would i ever think of it..
drama partying drama more drinking.. drugs.. rock n roll.
yup..
Getting evicted.
No matter where i go.. shit follows me.
*shrug*
That's life.
Anyways, i should be online more often.
i hope anyways.
xoxox
Frankie
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| Just Posted On Myspace. |
[06 Nov 2005|07:15am] |
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Sexcopter Rul |
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Alright, so i've offically had it with every fucking thing. I'm sick of always walking on glass around certain people, Well like it or not.. but i'm fucking done tip toeing around you.
This is who i am.. you better get fucking used to it. I talk to who i wanna talk too. I like who i like. If you can't deal with it.. get the fuck out. I'm going to say what i want when i want. I love who i wanna love.. and i wanna be with who i wanna be with. If that makes you feel a little less loved.. so fucking be it.
I'm sick of these mindless fucking leeches dwelling on my journal, my myspace, my profiles on other sites. GROW THE FUCK UP! I didn't disrespect you bitch.. i just wasn't going to be your little fucking lapdog. we aren't in high school anymore you little drama filled bitches.
If i don't respond to your email.. DO NOT send me 8 million more attempting to bitch me out.. i do have a life You do this and i will hunt you down and use your face as sidewalk chalk. I hate spending 90% of my day responding to emails. So. give it awhile you stupid fucks.. I WILL RESPOND!
Don't leave me comments asking me to "leave you love" or "leave me a comment" I leave comments as i see fit.
If you annoy me.. chances are.. i won't talk to you.
So go ahead and spout your mouths off about how i'm such a cunt because i really couldn't careless..
As for the people that wanna bring drama around for stupid reasons. Eat shit. I have far more important things going on then to worry about your stupid pathetic life.
When i put my away message up.. and i leave myspace.. You don't exisit to me.
Exceptions for some people i adore on here.
So, go ahead and talk your shit.
I give a flying fuck.
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[19 Oct 2005|11:19pm] |
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I will have no internet after tonight.
I love and miss you guys already <3
If anyone would wonder what was up with me.. you can contact Kati on myspace and she'll let you know what's up.
www.myspace.com/MissxKati
I love and miss you guys already
xoxox
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[16 Oct 2005|07:53pm] |
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Someone bring me drugs and or alcohol.
My wisdom teeth are coming in and it hurts like a fucking bitch.
I'll update about the weekend tomorrow.
xoxox
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